Jesus, I feel like I’m going to throw up I’m so scared about this goddamn race.
I mean I’m pretty confident he’ll at least find some sort of pace and he won’t be at the back, and yesterday I was secretly pleased with MAL being at the back, but now I’m just terrified because if MAL finishes in front of him, questions will be asked again. And I’m in no fucking mood for questions to be asked because that’s all that’s been happening over the last, idk, FOUR WEEKS.
Just to say, it’s not like his whole career with Williams rests on this race, just the immediate image of him, and our mental sanity.
I wish this a lot but especially today, that you can make something happen by the sure avalanche of emotion towards it happening. Because my god, right now I’d give anything, my house (parents wouldn’t be too happy), my laptop, my ANYTHING to let him finish this race somewhere in P13/12. Not even asking for points he just needs to finish.
I’m not sure I can handle it if he doesn’t.
This post is actual perfection
oh my god
Here are my requirements for tomorrow
These are my requirements for tomorrow.
I am not thinking about this for one more fucking second until we actually know exactly what is going on
My favourites in F1 have been torn up over the last few weeks and months and I am not sure I can handle another one of my partnerships being shattered
Tommi and Seb were my rock